Closed off from Love, I didn’t need the painOnce or Twice was enough, and it was all invain.. I wonder if this is the reason people (ie I) act indifferent in front of obvious interest from someone they’re (I’m) interested in.. This would be fine, but then I spend forever suffering silently while they get the idea to let me be due to my lack of interest.  I’ve let this happen over and over and over.. I believed at first it was shyness.. only I’m not so shy, so I guess it has to be fear of suffering again.. but I’m suffering anyway without them, so you know what.. I’m going to break this chain. I want to be cut open and bleed love-it’s time. … and who happens to be the Chosen One?…. ..My Bank Manager who refused me my credit card!!!!  If in your fear, you search in Love for peace and pleasure,Then better it would be for you to get off the path of love,To a world without seasons,Where you laugh, but not all your laughter,And cry, but not all your tears